Wednesday, February 23, 2022


 SPORTS – BEAUTIFULLY USELESS

 

Imagine swooping through the air catching a ball with one hand, and at that moment passing it to another to score a try, a touch-down, or a basket. Can you feel the exhilaration of sharing a victory, overcoming a stubborn adversary, conquering your greatest fears? The balletic skills and crafts of sports built over the years display a proficiency that defies all categories, empowering the participant providing awe and vicarious pleasure to the spectator and admiration and praise from the ancients who tabulate such feats. Yet none of the beauty, knowledge, courage, and fortitude on display during sporting events are of any significant value in the world of sports. Indeed, all the artistic, athletic activities paraded in front of fans and observers alike are secondary, misnomers, cannon-fodder for the pundits, cheerleaders, and gamblers. The all-encompassing obsession with winning sidelines the magnificent beauty of sporting athletes' feats. Or, more pertinently, not losing. 

 

There was a time when sports were a valuable development for youthful expression and growth. A time when a person's internal competition, momentarily substituted an external competition, became a teaching tool for objectivity, clarity, and the impetus to move forward and multiply. To create for the betterment of the community, through individual endeavor, to hone in on the youthful days of playing sports and create memories of sacrifice and effort that would be a storehouse for the future, when childhood was no longer an excuse. For it was playing that captured the muscles and spirit of youth and taught the mind and body to work together for a common cause." play" made it possible to give one's all while sometimes applying brutal effort to win. It was "play" that joined all the combatants at the end of the contest in the companionship of grace and effort. Of course, an effort was not always enough. There was also luck, the turn of the dice, the fall of the coin, the mistake by a player or a referee. But all these variants became a part of "play." 

 

Then, society’s need for competition took over. The spectacle of winning and losing became more important than teaching social skills through "play." Competition extended the "play" into a lifetime of adolescent fantasies. Competition replaced value with expediency, the ability to suppress one's true love of a game with a crass dedication to 'winning at all costs.' And then the gamblers took over, offering long odds for fans' idolatry and encouraging fans to pay for their addiction through meaningless patronage that soon emptied their pockets and destroyed their families with rage, anger, and betrayal. Competition soon mirrored our economic and political system of savage practices to keep those with little or no access to economic or political power at bay. While the powerful recklessly change the rules to suit themselves, even as they undermine their adversaries in the name of survival of the fitness. 

 

We have come now to accept competition as the primary measurement of humankind's progress. Once, pleasurable pastimes Cooking, Gardening, and Beauty are now defiled. We once indulged in such self-expressive activities as cooking, gardening, and beauty and appreciated them in the eye of the beholder. But now, they are measured in the money they attract, the followers they generate, and the paid publicists who promote them. What is beauty, a good meal, a beautiful garden? There is no consensus today outside of competition, money, and manipulation. 

 

Sports is nothing more than a gambler's den. Sports are divorced from their service to youth and society. Sports gambling is simply turning money from one greedy hand to another. And what is gambling? Nothing but a deluded belief in a winner as unique because of the role of a dice, the pull of a handle, or the purchase of a ticket? In none of these situations does the human in their being participate. The gambler leases his life to the abstract belief that her passion for winning will align with the cards, dice, roulette wheel, or favored team and reward them with money. An abstract commodity that is subject to taxes, debt, envy, jealousy, loss, and theft, and nowhere does it confirm that the winner is unique in any way. 

 

Is competition now the judge of progress? Was it unleashed competition and energy that pulled humankind out of the mud of poverty and elevated the human condition to the luxury of freedom? Even a cursory view of history undermines that myth. From man's earliest days, slavery created wealth and progress. There have certainly been feats of ingenuity, like the Dutch clearing the swamplands of the Netherlands, the Israelis turning the desert into farmlands, and in recent years the Chinese pulling half a billion people out of poverty. And there are numerous other collective and individual feats worthy of acknowledgment. Equally, there are disasters. The dustbowl of the American southwest. The slaughter of millions of people in WW1 and WW2. Wars of profound uselessness. The first three are examples of cooperation—the last three of competition. 

 

Sports today is a conduit through which billions of dollars are circulated, primarily between the hands of the same groups of people. The sports players who put their lives on the line will pay dearly for the rest of their lives, for the 'privilege' of entertaining their fans, with horrendous physical and mental damage—the pressure to perform begins at elementary school. Once identified as having the essential attributes of sporting prowess, the child is on a track to a one-dimensional life. All other interests in everyday life become sublimated to this primary goal. "Play" is abandoned—everyday preparations for competition and the elusive hum of success proceed with designed exercises and diets directed at the smell of success. And what is success? It changes daily, weekly, yearly. Invariably primary goals are implanted in the child's mind by parents and coaches. But the child is still living in the present! The child is still too young to understand what one year consists of, let alone five or ten years into the future—a dream of the Super Bowl, the Olympics, or the World Cup. A slow-moving fixated passion is germinated and built-up day by day. Soon the child has no identity outside of the goals set for the following day and a distant, elusive future. And what if she should falter? How do her parents and coaches, who have put so much into her, react? Does she dare to fail?

 

In all major sports, the pool of prospective candidates is limitless. Children from around the world long to become sporting icons. They believe they will enjoy the attraction of money and associated fame once they have climbed the "greasy pole of success." That is the carrot. The whip is the millions of 'Losers" left behind to rue the day of that missed pass, failed tackle, burst liver, broken jaw, hyperextended knee, the racism/sexism of the coach, referee, agent, manager, and fraudulent business partner. 

 

The competitive edge enters darker zones when the economics of sporting teams are fully exposed. Players are bought and sold like commodities to satisfy corporate and personal bank balances, revealing the dehumanizing habit of treating human beings as chattel. Today we see more women entering the professional sporting ranks, and on a superficial level, it is all good. Except women don't get paid the same as men, irrespective of the fact that most top-rated men's sports teams do not pay their way. But the given argument is that women do not generate equal money! Well, nor do men! Women are demanding to become hostages to the money-making machine of the gambler's world, just like men, in the belief that parity with other enslaved people will make them free (?)They may believe they are liberating their role in society. Still, in truth, they've just exchanged their role for a more rabid, hungry, and desperate condition of exploitation that attracts even more envy, hatred, and despicable treatment. In a world with no respect for people as human beings, it makes no difference what your gender, race, or ethnic origins are when you are nothing more than chess pieces manipulated by vipers in pursuit of money and power. 

 

Individual and collective dreams run out of steam when a fully conscious human being realizes they are nothing more than pawns in an elaborate game of exploitation. Yet, for many, the promise of sports is the hope and belief that they will improve their bank balance and redress the fault their society made by denying them honorable and legitimate avenues and choices to prosper and grow their families. Thus, competition is not between equal participants but between desperate humans denied all other choices but to throw their bodies and souls on the ashes of poor fortune and hope they make the grade. And once-famous such stars become even more enamored of their luck and skills, knowing all too well that those who they left behind are standing in the shadows ready to plunge a knife into their back if they should falter or bring the fantasy of sports exploitation to the light of day. That was Colin Kaepernick's unforgivable sin.

 

Finally, the highlight of the beautiful uselessness of sports is borne by the fact that none of the skills developed to put a ball in a net, over a line, in a hole, or a basket, provide the individual with any life skills or abilities to decern between right or wrong, good, or bad, love or hate, or between value and fraud. Professional sportspeople fail to advance to emotional adulthood because they are caged in adolescent emotions that rule their lives. Winning and losing is their only obsession. Their only meaningful existence, as human beings, is predicated on the rules of coaches, referees, and their management cabals. The moment a game is won or lost, the ability to enjoy it evaporates. To marvel at the effort expended by the athlete, the doubts overcome, the renewed faith in one's abilities. The proficiency of their labor is of nothing. The only recourse is onto the successive win or loss. It is continuing the merry-go-round of tomorrow, which never comes. It is living in a vacuum where all true human feelings are suppressed. It is becoming automated with a public persona and a private disconnect. It is living a schizophrenia existence showered with money and notoriety but lost to one's soul. Sport is a beautifully useless enterprise desired by all and fated to destroy the few who reach the heights of "suckcess." But the only truly liberating activity is to be yourself and enjoy being unique without having to sell yourself as a prostitute to prove it.

 

 

 

Monday, February 14, 2022


PROLOGUE 

In every life there is a defining moment. A moment that tells us we are alive, and who we are. It is a moment that informs us we are here on planet earth, basking in the inexplicable contradiction of human life. For all of us there is an inherent feeling, thought, a physical trigger, an ache, smell, touch, and taste within that informs us that our time is NOW! 

That moment happens sometimes when we are blind to our own existence. Often, we don’t even know or understand that moment until days, weeks, months and even years later. Yet we can all feel it. We look back on it. Plant our feet in the mud of it, breath in the vibrant air of it. And acknowledge its realness!  It’s a time of wonder and amazement that flood our senses. Wonder that transforms us into our life in the present. Life that confronts the predicted dramas and disasters that surround us. Amazement, that we made it through such disasters, which seemed insurmountable at the time, and yet helped us towards fashioning a life worth living, an existence we’re so thankful to live.

Perhaps this is what we mean by a God, or the Divine or the randomness of life in pursuit of life’s fulfilment? This magic/randomness that selected us from millions of seeds, flushed through watery channels to connect, and make union with one of countless millions of waiting eggs – in animated suspension – to burst into an unknowing world of human’s actions of becoming realness, afflicted with the habit of destroying ourselves. This life, this effort of becoming that was chosen for us! Or did we choose it?

I think we can all acknowledge now, with all the efforts of history, science, and the numerous wars that have retired out ancestors to shadowy graves, that we are unique! That we are all a unique expression of life’s fascination with itself. This may still confuse the barbarians amongst us, who seek spiritual dominion, and physical hegemony, but from the perspective of 4 billion years, it doesn’t really matter what ‘opinions’ we have. Gravity, and oxygen, don’t require our ‘beliefs.’  I think we can accept, though not agree, that the history of human life on planet earth has demonstrated, echoed by the billions of humans who’ve passed through this planet – never to return – that each of us leaves a presence in the hearts of those we leave behind. Once dead, whether good, bad, or evil we all become neutral.

Tuesday, February 1, 2022

                                                      

      serendipty - new poems - Ian C. dawkins Moore



THE HAPPY POET  

I am a happy poet

my moods go up and down

and every time my wife complains

I try not to get too down.

 

I am a happy poet

I was stamped as such at birth,

I sometimes forget the joy of song

'til your face breaks out in mirth.

 

I am a happy poet

I sometimes forget my place,

‘cause poets never make a bean

but we all have a happy face.

 

I am a happy poet

each day a new refrain

friends ask me how I do it

I tell them it’s in my brain.

 

 I am a happy poet

cause all I do is rhyme

I pick the verse by myself

it’s the way I spend my time.

 

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